Lucky-Puppy

long time no update. I feel like I have a lot to talk about and explain and apologize for; this is gonna get long, so I'll put a tl;dr (too long; didn't read) at the end of this. Also I'm sorry in advance if this feels all over the place oops. I know I haven't been talking or drawing (or really anything) a lot over the past few years, and especially over this past year specifically. This feels really lame and generic to say but whatever!!!: my depression and anxiety have gotten fucking terrible, which I feel like is partially my own fault and partially the fault of some stuff in life I don't have control over. I could go into the whys and the hows but it doesn't really matter. The main thing is: I get super anxious and in my head about talking to people, in-person or online, and I've let myself get so paranoid that I'm annoying people, weirding them out, etc. when I talk to them that I end up barely talking or not talking at all, not even getting back to people about